Still a bit confused, I now find myself going within and talking to Sylvia about what happened to us. She's here, "physically", by my side for decades and then, all of a sudden, she's not here. We communicate with each other but I can't "see", "hear" or "feel" her. She still influences everything I do but I can't find her.
Walking through a forest of solitude, within my own mind, I explain my perspective and concerns. Sylvia provides me with a sense of Knowing, hope and infinite Love.
lyrics
Mergible Inertia - Dialog
I don’t understand this!
What just happened to us?
You were here and now you’re not here!
We’re married… WE are STILL married to each other.
We’re always together… but now I can’t find you.
I can’t see you. I can’t hear you.
This makes no sense.
Where are you?
I need you here! and you need me there!
I really hate THIS Chapter of our life!
You told me to “Hold our space”…
…and right after you crossed-over, you actually said:
“The Veils are getting thinner. I will be with you soon”.
I heard you. In my own ears. I heard you say that.
You mentioned that we’d be working on this album together… and we are.
…but I sometimes think you asked me to do this just to give me something to do until the “Veil” is removed.
During our last “physical” years together, you encouraged me to work on my psychic abilities.
I remember that… and now I know why.…
Some part of you knew this would happen and wanted me to exercise those energies within me, in order to “sense” you and “communicate” with you “now”.
I do NOT understand ANY of this!
I know that, on some level, you and I did this.
We did this together.
Maybe, before we incarnated this time, our Higher Selves stood back and realized what was going to happen to this “reality”… to this very “illusion”.
I’m sensing that you’re agreeing with me.
…and maybe, because of our powerful and unquestionable Love for each other, we need to anchor the Light on each side of the “Veil”.
So we decided to temporarily separate “physically” from each other, in order to accomplish this…
…and… once the “Veil” is dissolved, you and I will be reunited with each other.
I’m sensing you’re nodding your head “yes”.
So I just have to be patient?
I HATE being separated from you!
We belong to each other!
We ARE each other!
Alright. Alright. I’ll do the best I can “here”, while you are “there”.
We’ll just continue to work through the “Veil” until the “Veil” is no more.
Thank you for staying by my side.
credits
from Perfectionately Yours,
released December 18, 2016
Sylvia Rego: Composer
Paul Rego: Assembler
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